.Saturday, January 30, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
todae at work feel so xin ku..
todae boss nv come office so keep using facebook..
chat wif jie too!! waited tym to past n go home..
i took cab home cuz no energy walk to tk bus,
in the cab the drive lyk drunk he drive damn fast!
n anihw the force of turning is zzzzzzzzz..........
making me giddy feel wan vomit n pain!!
finally home n took a rest n haf lunch..
i went in HS5 play awhile end up gif my sis saw..
she came in n sae me ask me nort to play so i stop playin..
feel so angry! cnt go out cnt plae, hais my life is so bored!!!
he do on9 i told him abt hw i feel. im feelin sad,
i understand he dunch love me animore.
jus wish to tell him hw i feel onlii.. nth else,
but i sae smth veri 过分 to him.. i guess;
he wun care or even tok to me animore!!
without him 1 week 1day.
every night cn't slp n keep crying & think of u
lookin at e past msg tat u send me.
my brain are full of ur looks, smile & voice.
i oni wish tym could stop at the past whr we 1st met.
maybe our happy might b fake but 1 thinq is always the true,
i love u!
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:56 PM.Friday, January 29, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
i haf lost everythinq..
You, Freedom, Games, n smth else....
i'hv waited for his sms since ytd night,
i only wish to see his sms wif somee care words,
b4 i when into the operation room. but he didn't...
after operation whn im out. i look at my sms!
so many sms receives!! my gan jie sooo worried abt my health!
thanks baobei n ying jie! love ue 2 so much!
of cuz i receive his sms ard noon tym. find tat its too late to care me..
becuz everythinq haf ended n nth to scare animore,
i reply him abt 3 sms n he stop to sms me...
mayb im nort realli impt to him animore, but thx to him for the caring,
haisss~ im feelin so weak nw.....
i wun forget tish day cuz it realli quite impt to me...
feel wan to rest rest rest no work pls!!!!! but tmr haf to work hais!
1week without him.
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:39 PM.Thursday, January 28, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
recently realli no mood to blog,
but dunno whr to sae out my feeling...
tmr is the day for my operation.although is a small operation but thrs risk too..
im afraid cuz i nv went in hospital b4.. cn't explain out hw i feel..
i oni wish he will b thr wif me whnever i nid him always...
6 days without him, i cn't forget him hais!
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:35 PM.Wednesday, January 27, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
t0day keep lookin at my hp n the tym.
hope hp will rings to see his sms..
hope tym past fast so i can meet my sis for dinner at night.
we went dinner at Jack's Place at Parkway Parade!
dunch realli haf the feeling to eat.. cuz sis haf $20 voucher ask me to come along.
if nort waste it.. her bf came too =) we order simi simi eye steak.
taste realli good!!!but i nv finish all.. cuz the food realli veri big portion!!
after eat feel wan vomit.. mayb is too full ba!
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:45 PM.Tuesday, January 26, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
ytd tok on fone wif a fren veri lonq n quite late..
i took half day leave today..i went to orchard clinic for body check up wif my sis..
doc sae haf to bak thr on 29/01 again..
after tat we went to haf lunch at pastamania.
hmmm thn i went to far east n bought a new shoe,
my slipper goin spoilt.. tish yr is quite a bad luck year for me!
ii realli hope everythinq will change.. 4days without him...
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 4:30 AM.Friday, January 22, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
Confusing n Unhappy Days..
i wun forget today.
today is my last day wif him..
i went to took neoprint wif him after work n i went home..
smth happen to us & i realli cnt tk it...
im totally sick tish few days &
after he gave me the final ans.
of cuz i do agree wif him. ii only wish he can face the problem tgt wif me.
but he alrdy decide so i got no choice... last night n tonight is my most sad de day!
cuz i noe every thing haf to change during 1 night...
isit forever i cn't see him animore??? actualli i do quite hate him!
but no choice i only noe he can b more happy without me disturbing him..
You're my only one.!
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:59 PM.Wednesday, January 20, 2010.Why Do You Abandon Me ?
todae went out wif jies n bibi for dinner again...
everyone lookin so weird.. include me!
bibi do eu care me?? i nid the ans Sure n Cfm!
cryin the whole night thinking of alot thinqs..
i noe he will leave me sumday..
i only wish tym could stop at the past ;
whr we r happy e most!
My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:18 PM
New Job!
Owns a Cute lil puppy!
